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It’s been nearly 7 years my friend since we said our good-byes
Not a day goes by that the thought of that still brings tears to my eyes.
You were murdered by this state
No matter how hard I tried to change your fate.
Your death was all wrong and it breaks my heart
I loved you from the start.
Always being the friend that you were. Never asking for a thing.
Always telling me it’d be okay no matter what fate would bring.
But you were wrong about that my dear friend
For in my heart there is a pain that will never end.
On your last day I lost control and put pain on your face.
I’m sorry for that Kia I was a disgrace.
Still if I had it to do over again and hide my pain from you.
I’m still not sure what I’d do. Shameful of me but true.
I never knew I could feel so much loss and pain of losing you like that
While they pulled you away in chains I just simply sat.
I felt helpless and angry all in the same moment of time
And in my heart I knew you did no crime.
I hated Texas for what they were about to do..
Lay you on a gurney and inject poison in you.
Rest in peace my handsome young son.. And be there for me when I come..
I love you Kia...and will forever carry you in my heart
Bonnie Caraway
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