FIGHT FOR LIFE

 

TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN : I MISS THE SUN...

 

I miss the sun, I miss the rain, I miss the morning, I miss the wonder of the night, I miss the busy streets, I miss the smell of real food, I miss the feel of real life and the power of teen spirit ; Are those things still there ?

 

I miss driving my car, I miss my family, I miss my girlfriend and the heartbreak of love; Are those things still there ?

 

I miss the past, I miss looking forward to the future, I miss knowing there was one there...

 

I no I don't have to ask those things still there, as I see the progressions and advances of/in my life all the time, It's amazing to see and heartbreaking not to be apart of it all,

 

I'm just a man trying to deal with the end of my own life. I still don't know how to yet. I scream, I cry, I rage – and yet, there is still so much left... so many emotions and feelings that seem too deep inside me to reach, but they torture me just the same,

 

I am here because this is the only place I will probably be able to say that I am alone, I am afraid, and Lord knows, I do not want to die. And this is the only place I will ever be able ask for help... So, I am asking, help me ? Please ?

 

So many Tears,

Aaron

December 15, 2011

 

*** Author's note :

 

I truly do not believe that there is anything more powerful or indefensible, in this world in which we live, than the truth. Perhaps in this case, I can say that because I was there. I heard his voice, I looked in his eyes... still, I know it just the same.

 

Tyree,

December 20, 2011

Livingston Texas